If you had the choice of being either happy or intelligent, which would you choose?
I'd rather remain stupid and happy.
I hate hearing the truth I'd rather live in happy lies.
I am happy when I am where I want to be with happy people.
... and I would also like to believe I have a chance of winning, that I am beautiful and capable.
Some events are necessary to help my self esteem and test my endurance, and gain confidence.

I just want you to smile and smile and have a good time and don't ruin the day for me.

 My dust bunny really cares about me and supports me thru a lot of shit.
I odered a dress online for my pageant, it didn't fit so i got it altered.
the material, color, size isn't what i thought at all.
the dress was too short, my feet stuck out like boats.

i sat crying cuz i was all sad, and my dust bunny took me to AZ mills to buy me a dress ^_^
this time i tried on a few dresses, took my time (while he dozed off outside the fitting rooms),
and found a Perfect fit..... absolutely perfect, except for the length, which can be hemmed.
royal blue floor length gown in satin, it really brings out my cures.
darling says i look like a mermaid, but the dress is lucky since my dust bunny bought it for me.
i'm gonna win da pageant hopefully, i really want the perfect miss crown cuz its so sparkly and lovely, and has pink rhinestones/crystals in it.
i saw it before, and i am determined to get it!

root for me its 6/5-6, tickets are ten bucks.
tempe sheraton hotel
come support me plz i need more love!!!! ^o^

happy white day everyone!
my darling got me fit flops for my horrible knees and lower back.
i hope it helps =D
Sweet pea shower gel + fit flop + tote... they're actually very useful. i heart the practicality of his gifts.
what a thoughtful sweet hubby he is! ^_^*
a PEE hee 8z!
thank you hubzy and happy white day to you!

i don't understand how i am constantly hungry;

i eat, take a dump, and then get hungry soon afterwards.

last few weeks:
 so i did manage to drive on the freeway and locals w/o running into things.
but driving still freaks me out.
reading directions, changing lanes, obeying traffic laws, not running into things, staying under speed limit,... driving is such an endless set of multi tasks.
i went to driving school (where they teach you how to drive) twice,
but i can't really get a firm grip on it, especially parking. 
i'll need lil bitta practice ^_^;

i can't ride a bike, i can't swim, i can't really do any sports (i suck at all of them), i can barely drive.
i wish i were more athletic and better coordinated.
i wish i had better understanding of things and how they work. 
i hope practice helps me improve on these things. the prob is i am a quitter and i give up so easily.

meanwhile, i have ppl to thank you supported my ditsy incompetence.

i  am thankful for a roof over my head, a luving hubby and a generous family, my health, youth, and the peace.
there are ppl trying so hard to keep my happiness and security and i'm thankful for that
(mainly daddy and hubby) my happiness came at their cost of hard work,
i can never be more appreciative. A PEE-HEE A TION! ^_^*

 i have finally finished reading harry potter 7.
i don't know what to say, i have mixed feelings and some confusion.

how did draco malfoy ever own the elder wand?

I arrived in Bahston in Hahvad,
and will be having classes in Hahvad yard staring tomorrow.

the dorms here rock so far, and i heart my roomies.

nice, green, beautiful, town.
i sure don't miss AZ heat!!!

dentist, driving, pooping. my main activities these days.
i'm impressed that i can drive w/o running into things.
improvement. ^_^V

sigh, i can't stop pooping, thats my only prob.
smelly red poop that burns >.< too much spicy food? ^_^;

Blah, this is my first entry.
I added Lydia as my first friend = )
hopefully, i'll build a community on livejournal....
how the heck does this work?! kinda lost. ^_^;